peironglovesjolie

Unpleasant things are really happening nowadays.
Yea, it's really heart-wrenching.
It's really not easy to stay as strong, but we have to.

You know, there will be times when you think you're all alone & nobody cares, right?
But you'll never know how many people actually care.

E.g 1:
I went to visit Donric ytd.
Got him a daisy, spoke to him for around 30-45 mins.
& he suddenly asked me after a few mins of silence: "Your mom's admittance to hospital is not the only thing that troubling you right?"
I was like "omgosh" in my mind.
I knew it was God.
So told him quite alot. Thanks pal! :D

E.g 2:
NAINAI wrote me a testi!!
Never knew that she's still reading my Lj..
Felt so comforted..
You see now people, that's why i said i never like to make acquaintances, i like to make friends, true friends.
Now you know why i'm  unfriendly to some people! :D
But i'm not.. (:

& of course my friends & family..

Announcement: Please tell me if you'll be free on 9 may ! I might be holding a BBQ or Chalet. I'm gathering attendance people, please confirm with me, you guys know who you are!
Team mates, S club 7, Cell, Zhaojing, my friends! :D

If you hold on to your life, you will lose it. If you let it go, you will find it. If you humble yourself, you will be exalted. If you die to self, you will truly live!
(God always have a way for us!)

I have 2 songs in mind.
By the same band, totally different outcomes.
I had never felt that choking & gasping for air feeling for a long time.
I never expect you're the on that caused it.
But you seemed unmoved, enjoying your msn chat while i could hardly breathe. Thank you for that.
I'm sick of living in the shadows of your friends..

Chris daughtry- It's not over:

I was blown away what could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You’ve taken away everything
And I can’t do without
I try to see the good in life
But good things in life are hard to find

(Chorus)
Blow it away, Blow it away
Can we make this something goooood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let’s start oveeerr
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not oveeerr
There’s a part of me that’s dead and in the ground
This love is killing me, but you’re the only one
It's not overrrrr
(Chorus)

Taken all I could take and I cannot wait
Were wasting to much time
Being strong holding on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won’t give up that easily

(Chorus)
Blow it Away, Blow it Away
Can we make this something gooood
Cause its all misunderstoooood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let’s start over
I'll try to do it right this time around
It’s not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one
It’s not oveeeerrr
(Chorus)

We can’t let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don’t get caught up in yourself
Let it ouuuuttttt

(Chorus)
Let’s start over
I'll try to do it right this time around
It’s not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one
It’s not oveeer
Let’s start oveeeerrr
Its not oveeerr, Oh yeah, yeah!
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one
It’s not oveeerrrr.....

Chris Daughtry- Over you:

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…